We go into the formlessness, chaos, and unknown as birth. Being birthed. Birthing. Giving birth to oneself.
Without it there is no life to be aware of. No future, past, etc. No duality-ego.
We become aware in the space of non-dualism by inviting what is within ourselves to show itself.
As we become a tad less fearful we show ourselves within the patterns – the cycles – of non-dualism. The things our ego clings to that we feel make us ‘us.’
As things no longer fit, they feel tight.
As they feel tight, they may chafe at us for as long as we allow this to happen. We wear away at self-ego.
This is giving birth.
It comes and goes as labor pain. We pain in spasms. We suffer the sufferable for the prize at the end of the spasmic aching..
Such relief comes and we rejoice. Some suffer just for this point, to feel the deep, orgasmic ecstasy. of relief.
Discovery. A ray of light shows itself so that we discover patterns of behavior within; showing up without.
As we create space within, as we meditate we allow the unconscious self-ego to show itself. Not to rid of it. To discover what it holds. It’s a gift, though it may sting.
This is how we become wise as the Crone. An accomplished healer in solidarity to light the way for others.
Wisdom, strength, humility within.
Our great fortune is truly who we are in the first place! michelenappi.com


Hello ego my old friend, I’ve come to talk to you again. – michelenappi.com

Instead of giving leverage to the ego by pushing against it, allow it. Allow the egoic projections created from the past to come forward into presence. Release the friction.

Welcome your old friend ego in space where one can luxuriate with it in true love and harmony.

Look at it closely in the light of day to see its facets. It’s beauty. It’s reverance. It’s jagged projections.

Watch as it transforms itself. Give thanks, for like a really good book, you won’t want to put it down. You will desire the undesired. The space to expand as only you can in your unique way.




VI Lovers – 3 Cups – 2 Discs
Underlying: 6 Swords

Union of opposites (non-dualism) – group joy; inspiration – handling complexity; a lot on one’s plate – clarity; higher perspective.

Seeing a situation beyond duality; stepping beyond giving and receiving, having choices, moving along swiftly as a peak experience arises by being beyond a dualistic approach.

How does the energy created feel in your body, mind, spirit? What are you learning from it about yourself; a mirror effect?
Where is this dualistic approach leading you?
When: Is the timing seeming off? Are you at a cross-roads? Do you feel angst? Has your bubble ruptured?
Who: When you turn inward and find strife, who can you turn to? What, where, how do you find relief, as you recognize-realize in order to release pent up thought-feeling-emotions?

Are you swimming upstream against the flow? Lay back and float. Go with the flow to know.

Most of us would rather live a lifetime of dull ache (taught-thoughts) than through a moment of sharp realization and yet, AND YET, the sharpness assists us in bursting forward.

One can choose non-dualism in the midst of duality. One can raise oneself up within to experience joyfulness. Moments fly by, may existence never die. This is your yesterday you will yearn for tomorrow. Yet, it is always there, created in a frequency of vibration to pick like an apple from a tree.

We can only run, hide, pretend for so long before the web we have woven entangles us into it’s sticky mess holding us tightly, assisting us in seeing ourselves in what we have created. We all do this. It is a part of the process of finding the inner lover; non-dualism. Of realizing space within; the area of all-encompassing joy & inspiration. Being our inner knowing; releasing complexity. In this space we are all that we experience seeing it all fade away in crystal clear realization if we allow it. So be it. – michelenappi.com

Realize – Release – Relief

Rune for the day:
Hagalaz: (H: Hail.) Wrath of nature, destructive, uncontrolled forces, especially the weather, or within the unconscious. Tempering, testing, trial. Controlled crisis, leading to completion, inner harmony. Hagalaz Merkstave (Hagalaz cannot be reversed, but may lie in opposition): Natural disaster, catastrophe. Stagnation, loss of power. Pain, loss, suffering, hardship, sickness, crisis.